Merry Christmas Jonathan ( a note from Mom)

Jonathan, 

6yrs without you on Christmas Day, unbelievable. But, I'm sure you celebrate Christmas everyday  with much joy. After all, "It's Bout That Life.. Jesus Christ!" You have two Beautiful new cousins, Amir and Amara. I sit and imagine what a proud Big Cousin you'd have been to them!! I get to meet them today and I'm very excited. I will give them a special hug and kiss from you!!  It is said that time heals all wounds. NOT TRUE.  Day to day is such a struggle, but I've perfected hiding it because life must go on. As I write these words, I realize I'm really writing to myself, however,my mind chooses to believe you are reading each and every word. But in the end, all that really matters is that I Love you, I miss you, I Love you, I miss you and I Love you.  We all Love, miss you Infinity and Beyond. Merry Christmas my Sweet Son. Till we meet again,

I Love You,  Mommy...
3*16!